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[28 Feb 2005|12:07pm]
so i go to school for four days. and now i'm on vacation.

sweet deal.
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[19 Feb 2005|11:46pm]
I have finally left my house!!!

Yesterday was cool because I saw Britt, who I missed seeing the last time I went into school, so that was awesome. Then I went out with the reject group of Dereck, Kern, and Matt, and we watched Troy. Oh yeahhh for Brad Pitt's ass. Tonight was pretty much the exact same thing, except we added this kid Jeff to the party. Hell yeah bitches. The rejects are TAKING OVERRRRR. Watch out now.

And I guess thats all for now kids.

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[17 Feb 2005|02:46pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

i have missed three full weeks of school. apparently february just isn't important.

my typing has improved. i've taught myself an entire chapter of math. i've taught myself four entire chapters of first aid (for first responder). i taught myself about poetry.

god damn do i feel accomplished. and tired. i miss you school. good lord i never thought i would ever say that.

by the way, AKW. you are a bad, bad girl. you'd better be nice to me. i've got the dirt on youuuuuu.

OKAY so which Gwen Stefani lyric suits my mood better?

1) "Drive back baby, do me fast in your car/ I'm here waiting, crash into me real hard"


2) "Take it to the backseat/Want it like a track meet"

Woo am I lonely! haha he'll be back soon...


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[15 Feb 2005|04:06pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

whoa. i really am not dead. i swear.

but good lord do i have enough stuff to make up for school!

my valentines day SUCKED. i was in such a bad mood all day, and then other ISSUES decided to happen and it was all crappy and then i wanted to cry while i was on the phone with Mr. KW and so instead i was just a bitch. which i felt bad about.

and then i cried. all night. because steroids make you a COMPLETE insomniac. so i was just awake. and i was really really really tired. because i still have mono. and im stressed. and alone. and i'm telling you, i am really good at crying.

and frankly my dear, that Sucks with a capital S.

but i think im okay now. i still miss kenny a lot. that helps nothing, but im living on hope over here. hope and steroids. quite the match.

wish me luck.

And for all my super hot bitchy friends, go try and join _themeangirls!

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[14 Feb 2005|03:56pm]
I stole this from Miss Kristen. I have too much free time. Enjoy.

01 | Spiders
02 | Being Alone
03 | Heights
01 | Kenny
02 | Allison
03 | Emily
01 | My Boyfriend
02 | Clothes and Makeup
03 | My Cell Phone
01 | Why guys think boobs are so great.
02 | How everything can be so amazing, and then go straight to shit.
03 | Rubics Cubes (or whatever they are called)
01 | Watching TV
02 | Feeling quite sick
03 | Procrastinating attempting to teach myself math
01 | Get married and have kids.
02 | Be happy.
03 | Find a job that I really enjoy.
01 | Crazy
02 | Unique
03 | Passionate
01 | Parallel Park.
02 | Concentrate.
03 | Math.
01 | Your best friend
02 | Your parents
03 | Yourself
01 | Bitch.
02 | It happens.
03 | Sweet.
01 | Italian
02 | Algebra (eventually I will get it..)
03 | Be a race car driver
01 | Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
02 | Power Rangers
03 | Full House

Wallet-:: Full.
Hairbrush-:: Black
Jewelry worn daily-:: Bracelet from Carmen, livestrong bracelet, diamond necklace from grandmother, and a silver ring that says "love"
Blanket-:: flannel
Favorite shirt-:: oh lord...
CD in stereo right now-:: Love.Angel.Music.Baby by Gwen Stefani
Tattoos-:: none
Piercings-:: ears
What you are wearing now-:: red shirt, black pants
Wish right now-:: Kenny stilled lived 5 minutes away instead of 4 hours
After this-:: math homework. maybe.
If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who would it be and for what reason-:: hahahaha how much time do you have?
Is next to you-:: no one
Some of your favorite movies-:: fight club, boondock saints, pretty much any movie that includes lots od swearing and things blowing up and/or people dying.
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month-:: visiting kenny/ him visiting
The last thing you ate-:: banana bread
Do you like candles-:: yeah. especially cranberry ones.
Do you like incense-:: no
Do you like the taste of blood-:: eww no.
Do you believe in love-:: Yes. Yes I Do.
Do you believe in Soul Mates-:: mmhmm. yup yup yup.
Do you believe in love at first sight-:: uh huh
Do you believe in Heaven-:: i think so.
Do you believe in God-:: yes
What do you want done with your body when you die-:: buried 6 feet under
Who is your worst enemy-:: not sure
If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be-:: a dog
What is the latest you've ever stayed up-:: um, never went to bed.
Can you eat with chopsticks-:: yup
What are some of your favorite candies-:: reeses. sooo good.
What's something that you wish people would understand-:: high school will end and no one will like you after if you keep acting like that. and you know what "that" is.
Who is someone that you really wish was still around-:: Kenny.

well. that wasnt that much fun. bummer.
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[13 Feb 2005|08:31pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

my tonsils are the size of golf balls. hottt

alicia keys is performing on the grammys right now, and i swear to god she just gave the most amazing performance to the song "if i ain't got you".

amazing. i love that song. its so unbelieveably romantic. sigh. i am so god damn lonely right now.

happy day before valentine's day y'all. hope yours is better than mine.

if i aint got youCollapse )

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my face is smushed. [09 Feb 2005|02:21pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

hey im not dead.

what a damn relief. but lemme say TODAY has been my most eventful day yet:
woke up. went to the honda dealer with my dad (slept in wait room). went to get new license (look asleep in picture). went to get my dad's hair cut (slept). came home. slept. woke up again.

god damn. i am just so active. i amaze myself. my new license picture sucks. yuck.

i have had practically zero human contact (minus my parents) for about 2 weeks. and after all this shit is done, im still barely allowed any because apparently im still contagious. yumm. can't wait for that. but of course that will all go out the window when kenny comes home.

(:-*) x a bajillion. ow. ow.

yes. bajillion is a number.

i miss my friends. :-/

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[07 Feb 2005|02:47pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

oh man. i totally mixed things up today.

i definitely had a donut for breakfast. and it was pink.

and that was the highlight of my day.

yep. mono is greaaaaat. i love being lonely.

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[03 Feb 2005|02:54pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]


i never thought i'd hate SLEEPING so much.
i feel ungrateful. i get to be home all day. but day-time soap operas kinda make you wanna kill someone. and seeing as i'm alone all hours of the day, the closest person is me. but of course there are alternatives to the young and the restless: barney (quality tv about teenagers playing with a dinosaur...and learning how to count.), jerry springer (which you can only watch so much of before you actually become white trash.), infomercials (1/2 hour of completely incompetent people who can't manage to turn a doorknob without needing to be rushed to the emergency room.) or judge _____ (there are about 6 shows on at a time about someone's cousin's sister in law either sleeping with your husband, stealing your car, or sexually abusing your sister.)

of course i have watched all of the above in between being comatose. but if i have to do this for another week, im gonna go insane.




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[02 Feb 2005|02:15pm]
Okay, most people who know me pretty well have kinda figured out that everything has gone to complete shit.

So why is it that i get MONO on top of everything else?!

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[31 Jan 2005|02:18pm]
Love by ruby mae
Your name
Your partner
You two areMeant for eachother
Your meeting was byChance
They are yourBest Friend
You are theirOne and only
Your love willBe the envy of the world
Quiz created with MemeGen!

I coulda told you that.
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[30 Dec 2004|03:05pm]
at xanga bitches.
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[26 Dec 2004|11:06pm]

today sucked. bahh!

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[20 Dec 2004|05:19pm]
[ mood | wishful ]

please please snow.

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[03 Dec 2004|09:08pm]
[ mood | loved ]

x. Slept in your bed: me. kenny. and allison. oh yeah SAME TIME.
x. Saw you cry: mrs. principe. oh yahhhh
x. Made you cry: allison. the bitch... jk, it was for a good reason and it wasnt like she did it on purpose seeing as she didnt know i was crying.
x. You shared a drink with: allison. mmm crystal light lemonade.
x. You went to the movies with: domingo and soum. good times...
x. You went to the mall with: i was just there with soum and kenny and jay. christmas shopping.
x. Yelled at you: dad
x. Sent you an e-mail: the coach of the swim team

x. Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes :)
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: yes. dammit diamond you suck.
x. Been to California: nope
x. Been to Hawaii: nope
x. Been to China: nope
x. Been to Canada: yup.
x. Danced naked: yesssssss
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: YES!
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: nah im good thanks.
x. Had an imaginary friend: all the time. and i talk to them. and they make fun of me.

x. Do you have a crush on someone: yes. and im going out with him...
x. What book are you reading now: im too lazy and dyslexic to read anymore.
x. Worst feeling(s)in the world: being alone.
x. Future son's name: jake
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: RAMBAM! my rhino. but i dont sleep with him.
x. What's under your bed: dead bodies.
x. Favorite sports to watch: football!
x. Siblings: al and jon.
x. Location: NH
x. College plans: marketing and advertising.
x. Piercing/tattoos: ears. boo ya
x. Boyfriend/girlfriend: kenny :)

x. Do you do drugs: no
x. Do you drink: no
x. Who is your best friend(s): oh man. you know who you are. you know i love you very much. and there are a few of you so im not getting into that.
x. What are you most scared of: being alone. or fucking up my whole life.
x. What clothes do you sleep in: a tank top.
x. Where do you want to get married: a really pretty church with stained glass windows.
x. Who do you really hate: HAHAHAHA. how much time do you have?
x. Do you drive: yes ma'am
x. Do you have a job: 3.
x. Do you like being around people: depends on if they are nice or not.
x. Are you for world peace: sure.

x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: haha yes.
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: yes. bastard...
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: kind of. but not really.
x. Want someone you don't have right now: no. i have who i want.
x. Are you lonely right now: i am not.
x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: I WANNNA DANCE WITH SOMMMMEBOODYYYYY
x. Do you want to get married: yes. by the time im 25.

x. Room in house: kitchen or basement
x. Color(s): green and orange.
x. Month: september (but not the school part)
x. Stone: diamonds ;)

x. Cried: yes. at a movie.
x. Bought something: yes. expensive stuff.
x. Gotten sick: actually yes.
x. Sang: tons
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yes. and i did.
x. Met someone new: ANDREW COTE! haha i dont actually know him, but i yelled his name a bunch of times.
x. Missed someone: yes
x. Hugged someone: YES

i so stole this from soum...

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[22 Nov 2004|03:58pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Hmm... things have been interesting. I guess I need to take the good with the bad:


---- Allison is grounded. and we can't go out. well, I can, but she can't. so that sucks.

+ one day left til vacation

-- garrity's tests! holy fuck. she doesn't teach!!! AT ALL. honestly now, can we please finish the chapter before we have a test? please?! just once?

+ freakin good bread.

+/- pep rally?

+++++ did i mention Kenny ISNT moving?

so i guess im okay altogether. SNL is damn funny. OOO and Al got me the Space Ghost DVD for Christmas. Or, 11/22... so, happy november 22 everyone. :)


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[15 Nov 2004|05:55pm]

its been a good past few days. :-D
i got a bunch of new cds. some are good, some suck. either way:
- Elliott Smith: from a basement on the hill (:)!!!)
- Shrek 2 soundtrack (i love shrek)
- Dashboard Confessional: A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar (thank god its not wicked emo)
- Finger Eleven (pretty good)
- Eminem: Encore (not his best...)
- Destiny's Child: Destiny Fulfilled (have yet to listen to it)

the end.
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[11 Nov 2004|03:08pm]
Shrek 1: Ch. 15
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[10 Nov 2004|02:35pm]
[ mood | finally okay. ]

Glad that's over with.

anywho, ladies and gents i have not updated in about a week, which is surprising. I'm usually more on top of things. So in the past week I:

 joined swim team

actually participated in art club

tried to get my schedule changed

managed to NOT fail Economics (B-! boo ya...)

Those were the good things. There were some others, but those pretty much highlighted the week. Allison managed to write an entire LJ entry using the word "fuck" 22 times. That is impressive. And she's proud of it.... lol luv ya Al.... So tonight I'm supposed to be going out with Al and Kenny, which should be a good time, and I'm excited for it. I'm finally in a good mood, which has not happened much this week, so I'm taking advantage of it while it lasts lol.

I will write more later, gotta call Sasha T.


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[02 Nov 2004|12:46am]
[ mood | rip shit. ]

it is so cold outside its not even funny...

and im in a really really really really bad mood. and people suck.

and i love allison & kenny & jay & dereck & kern. i really really really really do. because they rock. and dont suck. :)

and im glad that high school is gonna be over soon. because high school sucks more than i could have ever imagined. and im not saying that to complain, but seriously, is ANYONE having a good junior year? i mean yes, not everything sucks, but pretty damn close. everyone has issues. no one talks about their issues. and then everyone is in a bad mood.

and this is why i like nashua high.

and thanks for nothing.

**EDIT** emily rocks too.
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